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Look at What Others are Shooting

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Spend your day at the bookstore. Look at what others are shooting.

Too lazy to go out sometimes, and most of the photography books at the bookstore are sealed. You have to buy them (to make sure the photographer can actually earn a little money from the book he/she has put a lot of efforts in making them) to see their works.

Having regularly pay the internet bills might as well use it to the max.

Spend my day in the room. Browsing. Spot names. Stumble upon photography works. Look at what others are shooting. Enjoying. Growing envy inside my head. Learning. Understanding.

It’s almost the end of another year. Do i need Dec 31 just to acknowledge my fear for the future lies ahead? thinking thoroughly of what i have and should have done sooner?

But time.. not mine. It just passed, unstoppable. Excuses are anecdotal and entertaining sometimes, but they’re just gonna make things worse. Especially when you know you just cant bargain the truth.

Am here waiting. And i move elsewhere, expecting a better place to wait. Am destined.. for anything at all. Or else, i’ll be damned.

Here, look at what others are shooting. Look at what i’ve been shooting. It’s really hard just to be good at it. And i hope, i do have a long way to go. It’s never about a good choice or a bad ones. Its living it and take whatever comes with it.


Written by nickmatulhuda

December 9, 2010 at 11:25 am

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